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toodles [13 Aug 2005|12:03pm]

im NEVER on here anymore

got a new obsession and shizz

www.myspace.com/genocidal_wings

if you're a myspazz user. add me fool.

but for now
goodbye LJ world

xx. <3

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we still kill the old way [30 Jun 2005|07:47pm]
[ mood | wicked ]

bloody hell...i dont even know where to start...

this is what happens when one doesnt update in like...a month...

there's so much to say, but i dunno where to start...

oooh, my nan...ok...she's outta the hospital now, and she's all good and stuff...she just had to completely change her lifestyle and diet - the doctors told her that whatever she had, she should treat it as a heart attack...but yah, she's all good now...

however, badder news, in the *bad* sense, is that my brother could have MRSA (that disease thing people get from hospitals cuz the frickin nurses dont clean them properly) and like...if he does, its pretty bad...in a...critical kinda way...basically, the doctors found traces of it on his wound that he got from where he broke his arm, and...apparently if he does have it, they cant get rid of it, so...they're either gonna have to amputate his arm, or...worse, which is something i dont wanna talk about...
i dont really wanna talk about that, cuz i'll just get all worried again, and there's no point in being worried over something that might not even be worth it...so until i know more...i choose not to worry...

eeerm, prolly biggest news i have is that im bisexual...
have known since i was 13 and blah blah blah...
i came out to bex and ej about 2 months ago...and then i realised i didnt care what people said or thought about me....but i didnt wanna be one of those people that went around saying 'im bisexual!!! accept meeee!' so...i just dont deny it when people ask me anymore...
im happier for it and stuffs...

last nite was like THE best nite EVER!
ive fancied this guy since like...february, and he's so frickin hot its unbelivable, and i was at rock cafe last night...
and basically, he's always sitting outside cafe, so i went outside, and he sat on my lap, and he kissed my cheek, but i was all embarrased to do it back, but aaaawww...anyways i went back inside, and my friend told him to come say hey to everyone while we were in cafe, and he came up to me and hugged me, and ignored everyone else (aww) but yer, he kissed me on the cheek again, so i kissed him back on the cheek, and then we just kinda...interlocked lips, which was GREEEEEAT! and yah, then i carried on dancing, and he went back outside...with my friend vikki, and she told him that i liked him, so he came back into find me (awwwww) but...we crossed paths somehow and never seen each other, cuz i was outside and he was inside looking for me...so yeeer, eventually he found me, i was sittin by the wall, and he kinda patted my head, and kept telling me i was cute (whatever) and i apologised for kissing him, and he said 'i really dont mind!' and i was like ok, then he kept kissing my cheek and stuff, so eventually, i just started kissing him again, lol, and it was much better the second time...i was less nervous and stuffs...and that was about it really...but awww, he's so nice and hot =D
it was weird cuz like...normally, i'd never do summat like that, not in front of loads of people anyways, but...i couldnt give a shit...i was sitting there, kissing him thinking 'wow, i bet we look hot' cuz when we finished there was these two girls with their mouth's wide open staring at me, lol...and we all know how people love emo boys kissing...and like when we were 'in action' faye was running around shouting 'gayness' lol, that made me laugh...

so...i kinda lied...dont really have that much news...just...gayness and diseases...strange mixture...

oooh, i know - finished college, yay...
failed all my exams (not official, but im sure) and i still cant get a job...

interesting life im gonna have, huh??

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Sister, Im Not Much A Poet...But A Criminal [04 Jun 2005|10:04am]
[ mood | crazy ]

My Nan was rushed into hospital on Thursday afternoon, apparently she has something wrong with her heart. Yesterday I found out that she has to have heart surgery. So...kinda down...

Im trying not to think about it...because it could be just nothing, and she'll be fine, so there's no point in worrying over something...
So I aint gonna....

Thursday afternoon I went out with Bex to town...
Mucho vistatage to Oasis (just *the* best shop, ever!) Its a shop for all the goths and greebo's and everyone who loves rock...
Its really depressing going in there with no money....but, soon, I *will* have a job and I *will* obtain that Armor for Sleep hoody I've been drooling over!!!
Ive decided Im gonna get a job, so...there! Ok?

Yesterday, I had a complete lazy day...it was fun, cuz I was all...relaxed and not doing anything...
Ive been on a roll since Tuesday, and it was nice to do nothing.

Did I tell ya'll bout the whole house-to-myself sitch?? Basically...I had the house to myself from last Saturday till Wednesday...
And...that's about it...
I was bored out of my fucking mind!!! Well...until Tuesday anyways...
The highlight of my day on Sunday was discovering I had brownie mix, which, by the way, I ate to myself...
I put an old pair of jeans on yesterday, and it's kinda shocking how much weight Ive lost, seriously...the jeans just literally fall off me!
I just *really* wanna lose weight in my face, but it doesnt seem to be happening...

Today should be fun...
Me and Bex are gonna stop over at EJs! Wooo!
Bex needs some serious cheering up after EJ told her Shaun had a girlfriend...and it just made it worse that it was Rachel...
So...Cheering Up Man shall come in handy *Super-hero stance*
Apparently...we're gonna watch Johnny Depp films and stuff our faces...erm...fun?
Naw, it'll be greatness in a jar labelled 'Greatness'

Sooooooooooooo, Im gonna go now...my throat is all achey, and I have to go out soonish...
So see ya'll some other time!

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Feel So Close, Yet I Am So *FAAAAAAAR!* [03 Jun 2005|01:41am]
[ mood | buzzed ]

Ok...addicted to rock cafe much? Seriously?

I was just planning on going on Wednesday, but ended up going Tuesday too...
I wanted to go Monday too, but no monies...Not So Superhero's were playing *frowns*

Ive had more fun Wednesday than I had in ages...
Watching Vikki drunk, roll down a hill, do air-water-skying and impressions of her Mom's pilates just...killed me!!
(is that how you spell pilates?)

Tuesday was good...they played some good songs...
Me, EJ and Bex were outside, and Reel Big Fish came on, so Bex dragged Newby back inside, and EJ come and sat beside me, and I just burst into tears like a big tit...and that made her cry, and then Bex came back out, and so she started crying...and it was just badness...
Just FYI - We wasnt actually drunk...I was just doing way too much thinking...

But yes, back to Wednesday which was pure fun!
Got to Bex's house at 12, and everyone was their, Newby, Charlotte, Hank, Charley aaaand Wonder...
There was plenty of trampolining fun...because...Bex has a trampoline...its not like...an orgy metaphor...
(Derrrty buggas) We got to Cafe at like...6.40ish, and it was packed - holidays and all, I spent half an hour losing all possible oxygen!
And some guy felt me up! AGAIN!!! I dunno what it is with these guys...apparently Im friskable...
More guys do it than girls....It's nice to know Ive got options...
Basically, were Qing...which isnt *anything* like Qing, its a mass epidemic of Goths, Greebos and Emos, and this guy was squished up against me from the back, and his hand was kinda on my ass....I thought fair enough, there's not much room, he probably doesnt want it there anymore than I do, but then the dude starts pinching and rubbing my ass....I couldnt turn around, so I just told him I wasnt into that and shimmied forward...so he did it again! So I put my hands on my ass so he couldnt get at it...so then he started playing standing-up footsy...which was *very* weird, so I just kinda shuffled and never saw him again...it was weird...I was like...1/8th raped!!!
Deano made me laugh last night...he's the bouncer, and we were *not* a Q, and he was just telling us to 'FORM A FUCKING QUE!' and of course...no one listens, so he shouted 'I FUCKING HATE YOUR FUCKING GENERATION! I HOPE YOU ALL FUCKING DIE!!!' which...is really sweet, dontcha think?
We spent most of our time outside...doing criss-cross dancing and rolling around...
I cant get over how funny Vikki is...I used to hate her...but I think she's great...she's one of those people who should be taken fully advantage of when she's drunk...not in a saucy way, just cuz she's hilarious...

Fook me...its 01.41am...Ima leave now...
Just after this song...
*Headbangs*

P.S - How fucking much do I love SOADs Violent Pornography!?! They played it at Cafe on Tuesday.
*Swoons*
Everybody everybody everybody living now, everybody everybody everybody fucks...

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I Cant Pretend, That I Dont Miss You [29 May 2005|10:59am]
[ mood | content ]

So like...Im all finished with College now!
Gladness? Hell yah!

I *do* have to finish doing my Maths exams...
But...I dont really count them as exams...just chores...
And they're like...3 weeks away, so Im not gonna think about them for a while...

Loadsa stuff has happened over the past week!
Dont get all excited...its nothing...exciting...

Had a 3 hours Psychology exam on Thursday...
Boy did I think I was gonna die!
It wasnt as bad as I thought it would be...but I have *definitely* failed...I just know that...
Fo' shaw!!
But...Im really just too tired to care...so...I dont...

I theeeen had a 3 hour English exam on Friday...
That was just...ugh...terrible! It wasnt the exam itself...it was the hottest day we've had all year, and I was stuck in some sticky, smelly, hot exam hall...
I think my English exam went better than my Psychology, but I do know Ive failed English too...

Yeeeesterday, I went to meet my friend from the Internet, Adam...
Ive known him for quite a while...he's been on my MSN list for *ages*  but we've only started speaking recently...
But yah, I had tons of fun, he's just the coolest. *Finally* got me a guy friend! He lives in Birmingham, so regular meetage. Its cool.
Im gonna drag him to the Rock Cafe...I think he'll like it....

Oooooh! Rock Cafe! I *really* cant wait till Wednesday...
I was deprived last week (I didnt wanna go cuz I had my Psych test the following morning) so now Im just itching to go!

Ive had the house to myself since yesterday!
And I will have it till Wednesday/Thursday...
The parental unit and the boy in the arm-cast have gone down to visit my Nan...
I seriously just needed to relax after all the exams and studying over the past couple of weeks...so I decided not to go...
I dont think I would've gone down anyway...last time I did, I just got moaned at and ganged up on...so...twasnt fun...

There's one small flaw to this whole house-alone thing...
Cat food...
I have to feed my cat...which...I dont do, because it's just GROSS...
And...I got up to do it this morning...and...I got it outta the tray thingy...and it fell on my foot...which, by the way, was *not* protected by a shoe or a sock...
Ugh, I nearly threw up...seriously...it's *so* gross...
Im definitely never getting a cat! EVER!
And, if Im ever reincarnated into that of a cat...there aint no fuckin way Im eatin that nasty shit...
I'd be a crap cat, I dont even like fish...

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[22 May 2005|09:51am]

I apologise for last nights/this mornings emo post...
I meant everything I said, I just was a bit too ranty...

Some wanker add me to MSN and was just taking the piss out of emo's...
He said we are all wrist-slashing-over-emotional-gays-with-no-individuality-whatsoever...
And he was a Chav!!! And telling me I had no individualtity!?
They look like goddamn clones!

And he was takin the piss outta the music sayin its all about death and stuff...
I seriously dont understand why people hate emo music, when people seem to love 'songs' about ''Slappin ma bitch up!'' or ''Poppin' a cap in yo' ass!''

End of rant...
End of entry...

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Emo Rant [22 May 2005|01:21am]
[ mood | EMOISH ]

Im a *soooooooooooo* sick to death of all the Emo bashing!

No, seriously, it's really getting on my tits...
Everyone who *isnt* emo seems to think we all cut our wrists, and brood, and enjoy the thought of death, true, some are lik that, but there's non-emo's who're like that too...

And whats all this 'Emo's arent individuals' bullshit!?!
Apparently, we're all copying one specific style...
Doesnt everyone copy *some* kind of style?
Besides, we look damn good...

Can you tell how much this is pissing me off?

All of ya'll who dont like Emoness can fuck off and die...
Kiss my cunt motherfuckers!

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How Emo [21 May 2005|12:17am]
[ mood | shitty ]

Im so messed up, its fuckin annoying...

I've been on a buzz since Wednesday, but since I got home from College this afternoon, Ive just felt like shit...
I dont even know why...

I just randomly change my moods so quickly...I seriously think I have a disorder...

Meh...I cant be bothered to update...

(My brother broke his arm yesterday;  my Mom is *not* good in crisis situations, she nearly fainted when we were waiting for the ambulance, and my favourite lecturer had a heart-murmur in the middle of class...grrr...)

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Eeeeepness! [19 May 2005|01:39pm]
[ mood | Squeeish! ]

This is likesototally gonna be a squee-ish post, so beware!!

My first night at Rock Cafe 2000 =P
(Finally, I have a social life!!!)

It was sooooooooooooooo much fun!
It was me, Bex, EJ, Beckley, Charlie, Vikki, Lubie, Hank aaaand Clare...
Mostly, it was me, Bex and EJ, but yah, still greatness =D

It was the first place Ive ever danced in public, and I *loved* it!
I dont think Ive ever danced so much, or so hard in my entire life!
Im all achey today, but it's soooooooooo worth it!
My voice is all like...husky too (I blame singing...or...shouting to Down With The Sickness, which was just wickedness!)

The Moshing scared *the* shit outta me...I thought there was some huge fight going on then...duh...its Moshing!!!
No way am I ever gonna do that! I'll die!!

The things I knew that they played weeeeere, The Disturbed, Armor for Sleep (I sooooo squeeish at that point!!!) Limp Biskit, From First To Last ( *Gasp!* <3 ) My Chemical Romance!!!!! (They played Helena! I wish they woulda played To The End though) aaaand some other stuff like Scissor Sisters and Bon Jovi which is just wickedness at full blast!

Im soooooooooooooooooooooooo going again! Made tons of friends, awwww, Sean is so cute, in...a heterosexual way =P
He's all hyper and hugged me as soon as he met me! lol!
And I saw Sven!! *Gasp* We went to Junior School and High School together...we didnt really speak to each other in High School but we used to play Spider-Man in Junior School, lol...he didnt know who I was *at all* cuz Ive changed *a lot*
Then I showed him my bus-pass picture...which I had at School, and he rememebered me! Awwww =D

Sooooooooooooo many people pinched/slapped my ass last night! It was weird...
Some Emo girl did it to me and I turned around and she winked at me...shocking...
The strangest/most disturbing part was when I was doing chavy-dances with Bex, and I was getting spanked, I turned round, and it was a guy! lol!

Ooooook, whatever =P

There is *one* sucky side to it though, that being Ive gone like...deaf...
Its not a good idea to stand *right* next to the big, loud speaker, lol...
Ahhhh well, sacrafices must be made!

End of rambling/dangerous squeeness...

Amanda, are ya proud of me?

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Bex + EJ < Forever Kinda Love > [16 May 2005|10:38pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Ok, Bex and EJ just did *the* nicest thing for me! *Falls in love*

(By the by, Ralph is me, its a long story =P)

THE RALPH APPRECIATION POST!

Ok ok, so we love you ralph, betchya sorta figured that one! Well, me and EJ had -the- best convo about the 10 things that make Ralph great:

EJ - I can feel the love on MSN this evening says:

ok reason 1..cos hes ralph

...Doodle McNoodle... - the most artistic noodle i know! says:

2. he has a lip ring

EJ - I can feel the love on MSN this evening says:

3. he hugs each person in a different way

...Doodle McNoodle... - the most artistic noodle i know! says:

4. hes the only guy i know that embraces his emoness lol

EJ - I can feel the love on MSN this evening says:

5. he has a cool laugh

...Doodle McNoodle... - the most artistic noodle i know! says:

6. he's finally coming to cafe!

EJ - I can feel the love on MSN this evening says:

7. the hair rules

...Doodle McNoodle... - the most artistic noodle i know! says:

8. he wears odd shoes

EJ - I can feel the love on MSN this evening says:

9. music taste rocks

...Doodle McNoodle... - the most artistic noodle i know! says:

10. he does -the- best female orgasm impression



so there you go guys, 10 reasons why you should love the Mellow Marshmallow that is Ralph!

Peace out, Bex xxxx

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[14 May 2005|08:02pm]
Oooook, so here I am, all update-y, in the icon sense, of course =P

Follow the iconness...

Like A Bullet Through A Flock Of DovesCollapse )
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Odd Shoes! [13 May 2005|10:57pm]
[ mood | emotional ]

For a couple of days now, Ive been telling people Ive been on my period...
(Guys get one too, obviously, not like girls, but there is a time of the month guys are most grouchy)
Anyway, I *seriously* am on mine at the moment...

Im grouchy at everyone, and *incredibly* emotional...
Yesterday, I cried because I put my shoe on the wrong foot!!!
The wrong foot people! I ask you, what is wrong with me!?!?
Heal-p! Heal-p!!

I think that's all for now...
Nothing really happened my die...

(I write about my odd shoe...my life is *so* eventful)

Oh and hey, get over to jossverse_comp Love me now, Lu?
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Poor Little Goth Girl [10 May 2005|09:31pm]
[ mood | emotional ]

Ive had actual events take place in my life! Waaaaaaaaaahooooo!
Ok...not so much events as...well...nothing...
I lied...

Eeeeerm, the most thrilling thing that's happened in my life...and it wasnt even that thrilling, was yesterday...
This old man got on the bus, and there was a Gothic girl sitting opposite me, looking *way* wicked...is...is that a sentance?
Anyways, he said ''Excuse me, why are you so ugly?''
And then everyone was in shock, and I felt all sorry for the Goth girl, and then some woman started mouthing off at him, ''Where the fuck do you get off telling people they're ugly!? Look at your fuckin self in the mirror, mate!'' Blah blah blah...
Twas exciting at the time...but I cant be bothered to carry on with the story...
Well...that was pretty much it anyways...

Awww, Cherelle and Amy and V told me I have 'perfect hair' today, and they hate me for it!
Thats actually a *huge* compliment [well...duh] cuz Im always worrying about my hair...like...a girl and all that...
And then me and V were talking about homosexuals (as ya do) and she asked me if I was gay...I wasnt like offended or anything, I know Im camp, and Im happy she's nice enough to ask me to my face, rather than ask people that dont know me, behind my back if Im gay *cough-Jaws Alimighty-cough*

Ive chosen to do Film Studies at AS next year *Eeeeep!*
I mean...this is assuming I pass GCSE Maths...which...really dont see happening...but ahh well...
I always said if I didnt pass Maths this time round, I wouldnt take it again, but...Deb cornered me today, and made me all...I...dont know what, but...basically, I just said I'd do it next year should I fail *knocks wood*

Oooooh, I figured out my life plan...do ya wanna hear my life plan?
Har, of course you do...
Ooook, so after College (assuming I ever get out) Im gonna take maybe...2 gap years, travel around a bit, gather some financial...thingys...and theeeeen hop on over to University. I always said I didnt wanna be one of those people who was like old, and going to University with the younger people, cuz of not getting on with people, and wondering what they'd say about me...but I'll only be 20...and, Ive come to realise that Im *really* not gonna be able to support myself if I go straight into University...that...and well...I dont really give a shit about what people think/say of/about me...

Im on my period...its horrible...and gross...
Im all extra grouchy...and...emotional...
I keep crying at stoopid little things...especially nostellgic things...
I was listening to Yellowcard's 'Believe' and...it made me burst into tears...it reminds me of School...even though I think they're talking about soldiers in the war...
God help me if I dare open my High School Yearbook, I'll turn suicidle!
Im such a girl...I wish I was more macho and masculine...but...not like all chavy....cuz gross...and...who wants to walk like one leg is shorter than the other anyway? That's just siliness...

I think Ive said everything Ive wanted to say for today...
Must get back to doing nothing...

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The Randomness Of It All! [06 May 2005|07:43pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Ive been bitten by the unupdating bug...
Ok, so...that might not make much sense, but at least I know what Im talking about...

What's going on with me, eh?
Meh...I actually cant think of any thrilling events...hmmmm...can I ever?
Either way, Im bored now, and Ive done everything I was meant to do...sorta...I could be studying, but I dont think that's gonna happen anytime soon...

I think Im going bald...
Everytime I pull on my hair, long strands come out...does...does that mean Im going bald, or...should I not really be pulling at my hair?

I wanna go to Alton Towers...I havent been in decades...ok...that's a lie...
*Gasp* Im three years away from being two decades old...thats right, right?

Ive come to realise lately Ive grown up really fast...I mean...in the age sense, cuz I kinda just stayed the same, personality wise, from 12 up...

Chelle kept spontaniously punching me today...it hurt...
Maybe she has Torrets in her arm...

I could be making some kind of blend right now...but...find myself unispired...
How. Fucking. Rude.

Ive become obsessed with  d o i n g  t h i s  t o  m y  w o r d s ,  i t  j u s t  l o o k s  s o  k e w l , d o n t c h a  t h i n k?
misstress_tink *did* tell me the official name for doing that...a while ago...but pah, I canny rememeber!
By the way, congrats to her for fininshing Uni and her exams!  W a h o o o !

My playlist is named Marshmellow...and...its starting to get on my sugartits, cuz Ive listened to all the songs so much...
I need more music...but...I cant really be bothered with anything lately...I think this is a grr moment:

' G r r r r r r r r r '

Theeeeere we go...

Im lookin for some new and random friends, Ive just decided, two seconds ago, soooo, Im gonna publish my MSN address on this here Live Journal, in hopes *someone* will add me > rabbitphobia@hotmail.com <

Oooooh, I think I know what Im gonna do, to cure my boredom...for a while at least...
I'll list the funniest events over the past couple of weeks that have kept me entertained...
You may have had to have been there...but...I have nothing better to do, so deal with it...

Its Not All Ha-Ha, Hee-Hee, But It Is RandomnessCollapse )

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Pimpdust [02 May 2005|07:42pm]
[ mood | grumpy ]

Currently...Im supposed to be all...study-y...(is that a word?)
And...I sorta am, just kinda taking a well deserved break...after...erm...5 minutes study...
Hey! My revision pack tells me to take a break every so often, ok pal?
Besides, Psychology stuff doesnt always go in my brain, and...ya know...stick...

I broke my Buffy re-virginity again last night (if that doesnt make sense, at least I know what I mean)
I havent watched an ep since...around Februaryish...which...believe me, is rare...
But I watched Buffy vs. Dracula aaaand, half of Real Me (I feel asleep...)

I had a fun...ish...bank holiday Monday! Wahooo!
First off, we went to Merry Hill (Shopping centre...my favourite in fact, dontcha know!) but...it's really depressing going there when you have no money...so...I decided to brood...
Theeeeeeeen, I went into Wolverhampton (town/shopping place)
Ew...Chav central...Chav's, Kev's, and Townies *everywhere*
I love the dirty looks they give me, it's like 'Ewwww, gothic!!!'
Sadly, Chav's brains arent large enough to add 'Emo' to their vocabulary...I think I spelt that wrong...
IM NOT A GOTHIC! Grrrr...That really gets on my  s u g a r t i t s !

Ahem...theeeeeen, we went to the Harvester for food...cuz hey, why else would we go?
I ordered a Chicken Triple, which, the menu describes as:
1 small roast chicken, topped in a spicey sauce of...something, 1 bread-crumb battered chicken thingy which is just to die for!! Aaaand, 3 BBQ grilled chicken pieces, with a side order of seasoned fries (I lurve seasoned fries) sweetcorn, and a BBQ sauce...
Soooo...the meal thinger comes, and...I have, 1 small roast chicken...with hardly any skin on, therefore no saucy goodness, the *smallest* bread-crumb battered chicken thingy Ive ever seen in my 17 years of existence, aaaand, *2* BBQ grilled chicken pieces...*un*seasoned fries, and...*NO* BBQ sauce...
Ok...so...I dont actually use the BBQ sauce...but that's not the point!
It was so disapointing...and the desert that I had to...it wasnt what I was expecting...but lets not get into that, Im likely to cry...again...ahem...
Normally, every time I go, they do everything perfect and all that jazz...but oh-no...not this time!

*Stops...re-reads above*
Wait...is this *really* how uneventful my life is?
Im moaning about chicken for crying out loud!
I really need a life...and...a job!

*Grumble-Grumble*

I really should get back to studying now anyways...

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Layoutness [01 May 2005|07:33pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

*Squeeeeeeeeeeeeee!*
Fantastic new layout (and header) that I would *never* of been able to do, if it wasnt for my great friend, Lu (misstress_tink )

Im so so so so so sooooo incredibly proud of the header! Ive never made anything that Ive been 100% happy with before, but now I am! Yay!

Ooook...I think that's it for now...Im gonna go enter some icon challenges...
I'll give a life-update tomorrow, probably..

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Amiemo! [29 Apr 2005|06:17pm]
[ mood | creative ]

Just wanted to make it clear (after bunches of people saying 'You cant just abandon Buffy and Angel!!!') that Im *not* abandoning Buffy or Angel, I just wanna increase my iconness to other TV shows and actors/actresses is all...
Im still gonna be making Buffy/Angel icons, just wanted to try something different is all...

Sooooo, here's an icon update...
The Buffy/Angel ones were made before my laptop broke...

6x Buffy > 4x Angel > 3x Shirley Manson > 2x Kelly OsbourneCollapse )

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Well, Fuck You, Explination Point [28 Apr 2005|05:42pm]
[ mood | tired ]

*Finally* got back into the swing of Photoshopping...
I got all my links back - brushes/textures/tutorials and all that jazz!
All Im looking for now is *anywhere* that has screencaps for Sex and the City/Friends/The OC/Smallville/Life As We Know It/Desperate Housewives...Soooo, if any of ya'll could help me out, I'd *gladly* appreciate it...

Yesterday was ok...kinda made me all shleepy though, its my longest day...
But, to be fair, Im always sleepy lately...
Went out with Nicola and Adele last night, it was soooooo much fun! Nicola is just...without a doubt, *the* funniest girl Ive ever met!
And then there was today...
Which was...not that bad really...
First was Maths...which...is always so much fun...especially at 9.00am </sarcasm>
There was a...Caucasian? No...thats wrong...Eeeerm...Cosmopolitan? Damn! I cant remember what it's called! It was like...a Russian Astronaut came to College...Castronaunt? Ahhh hell, I cant remember...We were supposed to go see him...you think I wanna listen to some long, crappy speech about space? No thank you...
Then went to Dana's tutorial (we dont go to Deb's anymore...its less fun) and then I met EJ again (did I talk about EJ before? - She's my brand new Goth friend, who I loooooove!) but this time, it was less-awkward, hugs and everything!
Three Ribena-juice's lately, I decided it was time to go home...so...I did...
Came home, sorted out the whole Photoshopness, created a Work-Out playlist, and then, I worked-out!

But for now, I must read The Handmaids Tale for tomorrow...and some other Phillip Larkin poems...
I think I may just read the whole book tonight, get it outta the way...
It gives me an excuse to have a bath as well...not...that I need an excuse, but you're a peach, you'll understand...

Buh-bye my babies!
*Waves hands*

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Pretty Shitty [26 Apr 2005|07:54pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

Had a pretty-shitty day today...

Firstly, I woke up with a *killer* bad back, that...just doesnt seem to wanna go away!
Theeeeeen, there was College...and it was a *slooooow* and boring...and...I got moaned at by some old bag in the library...
Aaaand, comin back on the bus, stoopid guys takin the piss outta everything I said...grrrr...
Then, I gets home, and there's a note on my laptop, from The Step-Father 'I want this room tidy, blah blah blah blaaaaah!' Which *really* gets on my nerves because a) Im 17, its my room, b) Why is he mooching around my room?, c) he doesnt even have the decency to *tell* me...he leaves me a fucking note! aaand, d) The way he put 'I *want*' Whatever...
There's been so much crap between him and me lately...its too much, with all the other stuff that's going on...
Im considering moving out...I dunno where I'd go...possibly my Nan's, but I dont know for sure...
Knowing me, I'll probably just run away, it'd make stuff easier...

I *really* need a job...
If I dont get one, Im seriously screwed...
I dont understand how all my friends can get jobs...but I cant...I mean, my CV doesnt read 'Stoopid, lacking individual' and I got good grades at the end of School...just...urgh...

Im also confuzzled about my future 'job' my career, my...whateverthehellimgonnabe...
I was planning to go into Psychiatry/Counselling...but...Im not sure whether I wanna do A2 Psychology...
Stuff is confusing...

And...I have a headache, and a cold...
*Achoooo!*

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Keep The Noise Low [26 Apr 2005|09:59am]
[ mood | Ill and Dribbly ]

Im all ill!
God damn, Im so fucked up, I always get a cold in the Summer...or when its closing to Summer...is it Summer yet?
I never get a cold in the Winter! Grrr, argh!

Ive got College today, aaaas, per usual...
Tutorial and Psychology...
Shouldnt be that bad...Tutorial only ever lasts like...5 minutes, and Psychology...well...I didnt do any work yesterday, I was too busy talking to Cherelle and V about spunk (again) getting thrown out of cinemas, aaaand Coach Trip < Channel 4 show, early mornin...Sooo, dont think I'll be doin work today either...

Im sototallyscrewed...
My exams are like...3 weeks away, and I havent started studying...
Ive tried a couple of times...but...I dunno...all this distraction...makes it hard for things to go in...into my brain that is...
And, I promised myself I wouldnt become those 'Oh, dear Lord! I have an examintation! What in the world will I do!? I havent prepared...oh no!!' They're sooooo annoying, but like...I need to start studying...

Maths was *sooooooo* funny yesterday...
(Side note : Laura's laugh? *So* funny)
Sophia fell off her chair...she was trying to demonstrate how boobs kinda flop when you lie down, so she lent backwards on her chair and fell!
Boy, how I laughed!
Aaaand, Peter (lecturer type person) left in the middle...I was being too loud...
I cant help it if I have a naturally loud laugh!

Anyways...I better get offline...Ive gotta do some Psychology homework that needs to be in...*counts* 5 hours from now...

Prolly update later...

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